My Journey of Transformation:
From Disconnection to Alignment
My path has been one of returning — again and again — to myself. From noise to stillness, from drama and conflict to harmony and peace, from seeking to remembering. Perhaps in reading, you’ll recognise something of your own unfolding too.

Where It All Started


I was born in Russia shortly after the fall of the USSR, during a time of deep economic crisis. Food was scarce, basic goods were traded with coupons, and life was uncertain. That chaos shaped my childhood — instilling in me a deep sense of lack and the belief that I had to strive to survive.


This early environment turned me into a high achiever — always pushing, always proving, and constantly guarding myself. I became someone who hid their vulnerability and disconnected from their own heart.


I earned excellent grades, a degree in Finland, and worked at prestigious companies in Germany and Sweden — places many dream of. Even though my life looked good from the outside, I always sensed something was off. I felt empty. I craved something more, even though I couldn’t name it yet.


Amidst the pain of my parents' divorce and early trauma, something beautiful also emerged — a hunger for truth. At 16, discovering the works of Dostoevsky and Tolstoy sparked my fascination with the human soul, psychology, and the deeper currents beneath our lives. This was crucial for my own unfolding.


My Spiritual Awakening


The true turning point came almost a decade later, in my mid-twenties, when I could no longer ignore the feeling of being lost, stuck, and disconnected. That pain led to my awakening — the moment I realised I am more than my thoughts, achievements, or even this physical body.


As someone rooted in science, this wasn’t easy. But when everything familiar stopped working, my heart cracked open to spirituality. The path of awakening required shedding old identities, facing shadow after shadow, and re-learning how to live from the inside out.


Over the years of deep healing, my inner world drastically shifted.


Today, I live with a deep sense of love, joy, and ease. Not because life is perfect — but because I feel aligned with myself. My heart is open. My spirit is awake. And I continue to grow, evolve, and create from that place.


How I Can Support You


As for many, my path wasn’t easy. But that’s the gift. Because I’ve walked through my own darkness, I can guide others into their light. Therefore, I believe transformation is possible for everyone — no matter where you are now.


My work is rooted in both deep spiritual wisdom and grounded, practical tools. I blend intuitive guidance, energy work, and somatic healing with years of personal transformation and study.


This isn’t surface-level coaching — it’s soul-level support. Whether you’re just beginning to wake up or you’re ready to dive deeper, I meet you where you are — with compassion, clarity, and presence.


If something in my story resonates with you, if you feel a spark or sense of recognition, then perhaps you’re meant to walk this next part of your journey with me.


You don’t have to figure it all out alone. I’m here to walk beside you — with presence, insight, and love.

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